I need advice.
Read on for why
And then, perhaps, leave a reply.
I’m frustrated and feeling stuck.
Conflict and angst abound.
Should I break from dating?
There are suitors all around.
My heart still longs for Bryan,
Though my head is raging No.
And two long months have passed
Without much more than a mere hello.
But if I’m honest with myself,
I don’t yet see a man
I could see spending forever with
So I begin again.
Then men roll in, the men roll out,
And all I have to show
Is a long trail of broken hearts
And more baggage to tow.
Or has the time come for this Bloggess
To accept her lot
As the first date everybody wants;
Then the girlfriend they forgot?
Perhaps I am a “reason” girl –
Not just single for a time,
But single for a reason
Obvious to all eyes but mine.
I wish I’d found a remedy;
A way to dull the pain
Apart from dating four at once
To feel desirable again.
I know Jesus in the answer,
But He feels so far away.
And I know His timing’s perfect
But sometimes it’s hard to wait.
I think Bryan’s what I want
But maybe Jared’s what I need.
Bryan’s exciting; Jared’s kind…
But kind of boring. Would I mind?
Okay, dear readers. Share your thoughts,
But kind like Jared be.
I welcome your opinions
As I lay bare my heart for all to see.